I still have remnants of anger about this break-up.

The secret is known only to two people… and it’s tearing me apart. I want to tell more people and release my pain. I am so angry about the situation now.

He was so unfair to me and part of me wants to get back at him… But I know the repercussions of doing so. 

I want to tell the world that he and I were intimate. That he and I were having sex. I want his boss to know; I want my boss to know. I want it to be told. 

I want people to lose trust in him. But as a result they’ll also lose trust in me.

All this anger just boiling inside me. I know it’s wrong to break this secret. I know it’s wrong. Deep down inside…my heart protects him still. In the name of Love… In the name of Light… I choose to keep this secret until I die.

No one will know about us except the two. No one will know and he will succeed in all that he does. He will fly and change the world. While I will watch from afar.

A secret until my dying day. A secret that will burn and consume me. And still everything remains unfair at the moment. But I will not react to the Opponent. I will not let him push me over the edge. I will not let him win. I will thrive and feel the Light.